Anthem to a friend - a soulmate perhaps
choosed silence is not really my way
but forced yes – if things are like that!
silence can be peace - can be poison - emprisonment
it is not respectable – not human
no relations should be put to silence like that
a saint, a heroin, a special person
you said “ I love you “ just like that
my good! what is a love like that?
how cruel! how bloody !
while drowning in alcoholic hell
what a waste of mankind
what a loss, to turn
caring hands and a gentle mind
to shivering hands reaching for the next swallow
twisted mind and lost in raveries
is it due to
the little boys regresion
to never found solid ground ?
or selfpity by a professional exploiter
in his rage - sucks out and blood from others
like the werewolf and disappears – satisfied?
is it due to
lack of selfrespect or respect for the feelings of others
immense selfishness and lost in narcissism ?
how come it never occurred absurd
to believe it doesn´t matters for others?
reflections are ment to be, dear!
how many is lost by now?
due to this I was
angry, sad, outrageous, speechless, bleeding
every feeling occourred instantly, without notice
just leave ! there is nothing to doo here!
everything is just a bad dream
I am totally wrong - almost insane
I thought, I could help – how blind to be!
it hurts to be naïve - however
reflective - I live and learn.
but I carry the torch
because the person I think I knew and saw
inside that body - may be gone?
I´ll never know?
I wish I knew
but I am still here - waiting
for the vision to come
hope never dies
choosed silence is not really my way
but forced yes – if things are like that!
silence can be peace - can be poison - emprisonment
it is not respectable – not human
no relations should be put to silence like that
a saint, a heroin, a special person
you said “ I love you “ just like that
my good! what is a love like that?
how cruel! how bloody !
while drowning in alcoholic hell
what a waste of mankind
what a loss, to turn
caring hands and a gentle mind
to shivering hands reaching for the next swallow
twisted mind and lost in raveries
is it due to
the little boys regresion
to never found solid ground ?
or selfpity by a professional exploiter
in his rage - sucks out and blood from others
like the werewolf and disappears – satisfied?
is it due to
lack of selfrespect or respect for the feelings of others
immense selfishness and lost in narcissism ?
how come it never occurred absurd
to believe it doesn´t matters for others?
reflections are ment to be, dear!
how many is lost by now?
due to this I was
angry, sad, outrageous, speechless, bleeding
every feeling occourred instantly, without notice
just leave ! there is nothing to doo here!
everything is just a bad dream
I am totally wrong - almost insane
I thought, I could help – how blind to be!
it hurts to be naïve - however
reflective - I live and learn.
but I carry the torch
because the person I think I knew and saw
inside that body - may be gone?
I´ll never know?
I wish I knew
but I am still here - waiting
for the vision to come
hope never dies



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